Things I randomly wrote in my journal throughout today:
Maybe I’m not in the beginning of the next creative cycle. Maybe I’m in the exhale after the previous one.
How much stimulation do I require in order to experience life as alive?
Naturalness is the absence of unnecessary self-consciousness.
Authenticity is not maximal self-expression. It is lack of unnecessary distortion.
What if the person sitting around drinking water and walking outside is not a preliminary version of you? Stop demoting ordinary existence into a waiting room.
Accept first. Understanding may come later. Or not. That is radical. I can say: “I am bored.” Full stop.